Just another day - from friendster blog (2005.10.01)

uhm... well I'm just testing this actually... I never really wanted to make one, I just couldn't find anything that I could do to relieve the thought of school and all...

• erm...i woke up earlier than last saturday, just to get to school for our tutorials, still 20 mins late and still drowsy. i never really liked waking up in the morning and starting the day with math... but i had to anyway, by the time i get there, all we do is take a test then discuss, test then discuss, then wait for the time and leave... boring as usual, not as exciting as saturday mornings used to be... just plain math with a little problems...
  just before leaving school, i get to talk to a few people i miss spending my time with... i don't really get to talk to them when we have classes, just because it was fate that we had different sections and different schedules... i miss them, but not so much as to i could die, neither could i think of spending another year with them maybe because i got used to my new section...
  
• upon leaving school, i get home, i eat lunch and the usual things i do when i get home... nothing unusual, nothing out of the ordinary... then of course i couldn't get to start studying because i would naturally watch tv first... then think of starting off to study... but loose the will to. this always happens after tutorials, this always happens when i think i can't take too much of it...
  
• then of course, time passes by... still i haven't finished a thing... i didn't do a thing... but i feel much much better, except for the fact that i totally wasted the whole afternoon doing nothing... which really gets me upset and thus makes me feel awful and causes my decline to study... and all over again i waste time... but i can't blame time right now... i musn't and i shouldn't...

well anyway i just don't know what to say... i mean i won't post stuff all the time, but i want to...
and as for studying...
~i'll leave it up to myself to decide...